Prodigal

Yeah I feel wasteful. Really wasteful. I had these 2 beautiful weeks of Winter Vacation. And I squandered. See, school and applications stuff this load of assignments, essays (yes, I do consider these different from "assignments") and exams down my throat and I complain. Ew! I'm so stressed! I need a break and I deserve one too! And then when my "wish" comes true and I'm handed 2 solid weeks of time, I waste it.

I could have been studying for the different exams and provincials to be slammed in my face when school starts. I could have been getting ahead with assignments. I could have been previewing. But no....I spend all my time doing useless things like having an affair with Youtube, dreaming about Dong Bang.

I won't set any New Year's resolution yet. I don't even feel ready to greet the new year. How can I possibly...when I don't feel like I've done enough in this year for my family, friends, school, community and myself?

Blah. I'm going to cheer myself up with these performances and music videos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGADeFmVI2U&fmt=22
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzc_Wxc_-8E&fmt=18

I love Youtube HD~. Taeyeon and her voice are gorgeous too!